tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4744578883218459375.post6000280605271795430..comments2023-09-24T08:05:21.740-07:00Comments on Shan's Swirl: a touchstone of fleshUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4744578883218459375.post-14211628087027311572011-03-15T16:33:43.210-07:002011-03-15T16:33:43.210-07:00me too lady. me too. i haven't been "smal...me too lady. me too. i haven't been "small" since i was 16. my hips spread and i became a woman. then i joined the army and put on muscle. then my knees were distroyed and i slowly put on more weight. it goes back and forth constantly over the years but generally i'm around 160... tho after the stress of this past winter i have put on nearly 30lbs! food, especially junk food is my bff when i'm stressed. i don't even notice that i'm stressed. i just become easily angered and start snacking more. i don't weigh myself regularly so when i have my yearly check up last week and saw how much i weigh.. well i have been freaking out ever since. my blood pressure has become elevated due to the extra pounds so it's inspired me to go to my yoga class more, but the added weight means my knees and ankles are screaming at me more. i feel like i'm at war with my body right now and that is clearly not the attitude i should have! some days are worse than others for sure. but i'm trying to win my self confidence back from that horrid little voice in my head. ah! what i'm babbling about is i'm in the boat with ya! *&* i love ya folds, softness, lumps and all! =Dtabithahttp://www.twitter.com/venefica138noreply@blogger.com